It’s pretty evident my life sucks. I can’t do ANYTHING right. I have no close friends. My husband hates me. I can’t find a job. I can’t lose weight. I can’t even reproduce. It’s pretty sad when even God thinks you suck so bad that He doesn’t want you to carry on His creation. What else can i say? What else is there to say. My life has no purpose. There is no reason for me to be here. That’s pretty obvious. So, now what do i do? Should i leave and travel aimlessly until i find what i was put on this earth for? Do i stay and tell myself these feelings will pass? i’m sick of being worthless.
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Here I am. Just a country girl who thought she knew it all. Got married when I was 21 to my high school sweetheart. Was living the "american dream" until about a year or so ago when everything started unraveling. Now I'm a divorced and single working mom trying to make it through life one day at a time. But that's not me. I'm not a title. A stereotype. That's not my story. I'm trying to figure out what my story is, who I am, who I want to be. View all posts by theamericandream